Why is it so hard to just say what you are thinking? If you are sitting next to someone new in class, why does it feel like it takes as much effort to ask them their name as it would to try and slay a dragon? I have to work up just as much courage! Why is it that when I want to talk to someone I don't talk to very often, I can't just talk to them because it feels awkward to just walk up to where they live or their window or text them or call them!? Is it some sort of sociological boundary that everyone inherently feels? Somehow all humans just naturally want to hole up inside themselves and never reach out to anyone. But that can't be true because I want to, but at the same time, I suppose another aspect of I doesn't. What the heck. Life is hard.
But I'm gonna suck it up and I'm going to force myself into the world of outgoing-ness, even if I have to drag myself kicking and screaming. Watch out random citizens, you are about to be talked to.
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