Tuesday, August 14, 2012

This morning, I had an epiphany and it made me so happy.

I love change.

That's it, that's what I realized. Once I embraced it, I felt so light, so.. awesome! I was talking to my mom, dad and brother this morning (my sister always seems to be absent during these skype dates...) because finally we are no longer eight hours apart. Now, it's only one, and it is in my favor because they are an hour earlier :) I miss them terribly.. talking to them always cheers me up. Especially when my brother is there, he makes me laugh. We all have the same sense of humor, which makes for some great conversations! I can't wait till christmas :)

They are in the middle of moving though, and I'm totally jealous. I miss going through my stuff and cleaning out my room, packing everything up, staying in hotels,walking through empty houses, getting our shipment and having christmas in the middle of the summer as I rediscovered everything we owned, finding the perfect place for everything, meeting new people, new people, new schools, new everything. I love the whole feeling of it! I am really really sad that I don't get to be a part of it this year... it's been so weird. I read posts on facebook and stuff about where in the process of moving they are and I know exactly what they are feeling and want to be there.

But you know what? I get to do it next week :) I get to pack up all my stuff and move back to school, unpack and find the perfect place for everything, decorate - new home, new classes, new ward, new faces, new opportunities. I LOVE IT! It gets me excited just thinking about it!! I can't wait to get back, to start my own new adventure, just like my family is doing.

And to think, I can do this for the rest of my life! New beginnings happen all the time, even if they aren't moving around or starting school, there is always change just around the corner. And I want to enjoy it.

I want to make music videos and dance around my apartment with my roomies, I want to get back to my job at the Testing Center, I want to meet new people, love old friends, go on adventures, just enjoy where and who I am. I am so ready!

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